G R O W I N G ▲ P A I N S

Wow this year is almost over, wow.  

I have been in a bit of a flurry of craziness... happy-exhausted-joyful-overwhelming-craziness.  

In the midst of my busiest wedding season to date, I had our third baby, 

who has been beyond anything we could've ever hoped for.  

 I have so much pictures to share, yet, I don't know if I want to?????  

Yes, they are pictures of beautiful couples, with such great natural chemistry.
Really, I couldn't have asked for more wonderful human-beings, in love, to photograph.  

However, I find myself thinking that what I'm delivering is not different enough,
it isn't good enough, I need to push myself more. 

I feel like I'm on the precipice of something new for myself.... 

it's frustrating yet exhilarating.  

This drive I feel to rediscover myself and reinvent the way I see things 

and get out of this rut of "same-ness" has me on a roller coaster of
loving my work to absolutely hating it.
 Who knows I most likely will share what I've been up to this year because 

ultimately I loved these moments I was apart of, these people that let me into their lives, 

their tears of joy and exuberant laughs... 

I loved every minute of it.  

I'm just at the low point of this roller coaster ride tonight.  

I guess it's just the growing pains of an artist.